"best friend"

Last year, I started to high school. First day, I met with Tawni(not her real name, ı wont give you real names). Tawni and I very closed friends in a little while. I loved she, because she was so funny, so sweet etc. And we were hanging out everyday. I thought she was my best friend. Our friendship took 6 months. 6 months after, she changed. She find new friends. It hurted me. I trying to win her again, trying to be friend with her again. But she, forgotten me. It really hurts. And now, we're not speaking. Just "hi, how are you" etc. Our all friendship is this. She's really bad. Now, I'm trying to don't give a fuck. When I see she, I'm trying to seem like I'm so happy. But reality is, IM NOT HAPPY. I think, friendship is not this. Real friends, dont forget to each other. I hate her. She's dont care about me.

This year, I really changed. I don't even look her face. I have got 3 best friends and others, fuck others. I don't care anyone. I don't wanna events like last year. I won't allow to they can hurt me. Fuck 'em. I just living in the  moment. I joined to school's music team. I am singing. And I am really happy. My friends are, really funny. I forget my past.

Now, I am liking someone. He's very handsome, funny. I love him.

Don't forget guys, you only live once.

Live in the moment. And just have a really friends.